Dear Mr. Migraine,
Stop hurting me. I can’t stand this anymore. This throbbing pain piercing right through my head, like pins and needles. You come and go, leave me hanging here upside down. I’m lost, nowhere to go. There’s nothing i can do. I can’t even focus on my work. I tried so hard, but you are forever stuck in my mind. What exactly do you want me to do? Now go away, leave me alone. I dont need you here.
Yours truly, k
But you can’t blame a girl for trying
Not so much of TGIF today but had a few First Times instead. Firstly, the ADM library is so damn cool, you are gonna see me there very often from now onwards. Secondly, i’m typing this alone in my hall’s tv lounge right now, trying to have a balanced lifestyle w entertainment from tv. Haha. Been sleeping a lot this week, i’m getting lazy.
Just like to share some songs in my current music playlist!
Yes apparently, i’m all over the R’s now (Rascal Flatts & Rachael Yamagata)!
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to. Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small. You never need to carry more than you can hold. And while you’re out there getting where you’re getting to. I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too. Yeah, this, is my wish.
I hope you never look back, but ya never forget all the ones who love you in the place you left. I hope you always forgive and you never regret, and you help somebody every chance you get, oh you find God’s grace, in every mistake and you always give more than you take.
” —Rascal Flatts, My Wish (via smstemp)Would you dance if I asked you to dance?
Would you run and never look back?
Would you cry if you saw me crying?
Would you save my soul tonight?
This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don’t want to laugh, because you know it’s not going to help, but you don’t want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it’s falling apart too. You don’t think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That’s the confusing part, you don’t know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you’re getting happy again, but you know inside that you’re just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you’re back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can’t help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn’t happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don’t know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you’ve had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you’re to the point where you don’t care who see’s. Because you’ve spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it’s not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, “It will be okay…” But you know it won’t. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You’re still hurt, but you’ve learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don’t hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this
